Monday, May 4, 2009

random stuff

This bit is from one of those regular boring days that i keep having!

Was back from a colleague's wedding yesterday, it was so damn hot, there was a warm breeze even at around 12 in the night.i had a good time though at the wedding, infact we were there a day early and got time to visit some places nearby.I didn't got to the office yesterday as i was damn tired and the heat certainly helped getting me a massive headache!.

The point is, i don't know why i am writing this article!...its just that, i have to go to the office
in the evening and i don't know what to do till then.watching a movie is a part of the itinerary, the regular dose of sleep included!.

Anyways, it will be 2 years since i started working, the day after tomorrow! May 7th to be
precise.Life at EA has been pretty OK so far. Made a couple of good friends and learnt a lot about "life" in general.Days go by and you hardly notice the changes it has brought, friends tend to move further away from you, family bonds grow stronger, everything becomes a priority, now, as you are on your own and responsible for your actions.The strong feeling of "becoming" something, achieving your goals takes front seat.There is also a sense of urgency in achieving those, as if now is the time to do it!.For me, as it may be with others as well, there is also a pinch of confusion as to where my life is headed, or what i should do in future.There is a constant debate whether to follow my heart, or mind.I also get this feeling of staying single for a really long time! :D., the "burden" (pardon me my female friends :P) of another person in my life just doesn't seem right at the moment!, mind you this is just a feeling which might change when i meet that someone special! :).Mom has become damn religious and she's getting on my nerves, dad is busy (as he has been for the past 30 years!) with office an gen stuff, bro is busy too with college and his life!, i suddenly get the feeling, its time i moved out. I feel, i need to stop living with someone i know!. Living alone may be an option.A chance to rediscover, plan and even enjoy some freedom is what i crave for at the moment.

well, that's it i guess!...for now!...i will be back with more of such articles, maybe better an more interesting!...

signing off for now! :)